Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Will Work For Food

I know this isn’t normal and probably not very smart to blog about right now but I’m going to go with it anyway. Maybe someone will pity me and offer me a position in their company with all the perks, no “business casual dress code”, and high salary! Maybe I’m allowed to dream!

I have had jobs where I was so busy I could barely think and I’d shake for a good hour after work just trying to let the day fall off of my skin and out of my head. More recently though, I have had the luck of holding positions that don’t allow for such overwhelming stress that work-a-holics crave! I’m not a work-a-holic by any means. I just want to have something to do. When left to my own devices at work I shop! Ebay.com, saks.com, and any other .com that allows me to put in my credit card number and get a shipment within 10-14 business days. (I’m also a big fan of Makeup-alley- ladies this site is amazing!)

Among other things going on in my life, I recently landed my “dream” job position at a movie production company. I get to use my paralegal degree, dress how I want, be around cool people, and the daily commute is still less than 3 miles! You would think that I could just sit back and be happy. Well, I’m not. I’m still on a trial basis while the company (dear as they are) tries to figure out whether they even need a paralegal or not. I want to work here – but I also want to WORK here! I’m begging someone out there to please give me more work to do. Please please please!!!!!

Don’t get me wrong, I like to have downtime. But honestly if you figure in my previous job plus this last month at this new job I have had downtime for about a year…maybe more. Downtime is great, when it is preceded and followed up by something else to think about and something else to do. My mind is too idle and I think I’m getting dumb, or losing my common sense or something to that effect.

I know that it is NEVER smart to blog about jobs and positions and all that. As soon as I get done writing this I’m on my way to my boss’ office to ask for more to do. Please take pity on me. Understand that I had to get this out! I LONG for more to think about from 9-6.

2 comments:

Shelley said...

Hey Quel, To me NOTHING is wrong with blogging about work! I do feel for you. Nothign is wrong with wanting it all. Of course you smart enought o be grateful that you aren't in some slave labor camp making gugs for 3 cents a day until your habds bleed. But dont feel guilt for wanting to use your mind and have s purpose. Boredom is maddening!

Shelley said...

P.S. Sorry I continue to be a bad typer!